Inside My Head

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control and at times I'm hard to deal with.. BUT, if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe "
Never frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile
Capturing the moment is what I live for :)

Capturing the moment is what I live for :)

Lifes all about making it the best I can each day!!!!!!!

Lifes all about making it the best I can each day!!!!!!!

To love is with the whole heart not just half

To love is with the whole heart not just half

Sometimes I want to run away just to see who will come after me

Prank of the Year

Tucson, Arizona was probably not the best place to watch the game last night. Partly because of the disappointing result, but mostly because of the huge, flapping penis. With under three minutes left and just after Larry Fitzgerald’s heroic comeback(ish) touchdown for the Cardinals, the video feed abruptly switched to a scene from stablemate channel Club Jenna, treating viewers to the sight of seemingly omnipresent porn guy Evan Stone swinging his junk around like a maniac. This interlude lasted about 30 seconds. Comcast told the Arizona Daily Star that engineers have been “working throughout the night” to figure out what happened, but haven’t yet come up with an explanation. It could have been a simple case of human error, but given just how wrong it all went, I’d put my money on a disgruntled outgoing employee. Video of the event below, obviously NSFW.

Don’t Look Back At The Past, Let What Has Passed Look Back At You
 Life has so many up’s and down’s, how do we get through them all? 
In AA we have a promise that we will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace.  
The state or quality of being serene, is the definition of serenity
In a state of harmony or serenity, is one of the many definitions of peace. Notice the word serenity is in the defintion. Can’t have one without the other. So many things bring me peace and serenity. I think the best one is knowing that no matter what I go through. I can come out the other end and be stronger then I was before. Knowing that nothing can bring me down. I have been sober for almost 2 years now and I want to share with you something with you that happened to me about a week ago.I really felt like drinking and I was at a friends house in her garage. I knew there was alcohol in the fridge, I opened it and grabed a huge bottle of Southern Comfort. Holding that in my hand was such a dangerous moment for me. I could have lost everything that I have worked so hard for. Funny though the only thing that went through my mind was how much I didn’t want to drink it. The best feeling of gratefulness went through my body, mind, and soul. I dropped to my knees and just thanked God. Thanked Him for being my rock. For holding me when all I could do was fall. He saves me over and over again. Life is awesome. Things are great and they can always be that way I just have to let it. Live and Let Live. Let Go and Let God. Thats it. Happiness is that simple, and when the hard times come along just tell yourself, I can & I will get through. Work at the bad as hard as you would at the good.

 Life has so many up’s and down’s, how do we get through them all?

In AA we have a promise that we will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. 

The state or quality of being serene, is the definition of serenity

In a state of harmony or serenity, is one of the many definitions of peace. Notice the word serenity is in the defintion. Can’t have one without the other. So many things bring me peace and serenity. I think the best one is knowing that no matter what I go through. I can come out the other end and be stronger then I was before. Knowing that nothing can bring me down. I have been sober for almost 2 years now and I want to share with you something with you that happened to me about a week ago.I really felt like drinking and I was at a friends house in her garage. I knew there was alcohol in the fridge, I opened it and grabed a huge bottle of Southern Comfort. Holding that in my hand was such a dangerous moment for me. I could have lost everything that I have worked so hard for. Funny though the only thing that went through my mind was how much I didn’t want to drink it. The best feeling of gratefulness went through my body, mind, and soul. I dropped to my knees and just thanked God. Thanked Him for being my rock. For holding me when all I could do was fall. He saves me over and over again. Life is awesome. Things are great and they can always be that way I just have to let it. Live and Let Live. Let Go and Let God. Thats it. Happiness is that simple, and when the hard times come along just tell yourself, I can & I will get through. Work at the bad as hard as you would at the good.
LEARN TO APPRECiATE THE GOOD SHiT YOU HAVE CAUSE WHEN iTS GONE, YOU’LL REGRET iT